We are strangers from this horizon
We are strangers from this horizon
December 24, 2010 PM
"Stupid" come to me and said to him the third day after breaking up. He has been questioning me if I was already determined to break up, and I thought he had accepted.
At the moment, I felt very bad, I say to him over a lifetime, but the condition is to give up my own thing here. Yes, I gave up everything for me here, but that time he always let me hear the words of parents, leading to the present outcome.
Because I wanted to be with you I tried, but I work hard and your attitude is like that so I can not believe it. "If you love me, please take me away, no matter where we go!", that is I told you, but you value your job, not me.
Since I broke up with you said, please believe me, I took this decision under me too much courage.Renault CAN Clip|FORD VCM IDS|VCM IDS|AD 900 key programmer|benz star 2000|Toyota tester|AK500 key programmer|Fly 100 Honda|x431| Not love you, can not love you.
You go, really gone. I said before leaving to take care of yourself, do not let me wronged, to me and really ... ... I can only listen in silence, my heart's pain did not know you could feel. At the time I would tell you "I chose this path is to allow yourself to have been wronged, and I can not wronged how to make their own? "
I told you, without you I will lose happiness.
As you go clear, to go so fast, there is no trace of nostalgia. Nice thing to do, if I I will.
You said let me take your QQ, phone numbers are deleted because you do not have the heart. My sneer not speak twice, I have nothing to say. Listen to you, and I'll pull you black, and phone number deleted.
Since then, we will not see, because we have separated the two.
I will take a good, good hopeless!
Love hurts too
Ask the world what love is? Only Jiaoren Shengsixiangxu.
I have been very sensible, at this time but lovesick for Feeling under their injuries. I also asked myself my heart, you are too stupid or soul to deep, is too stubborn or persistent on the situation is too casual or self-drunk on love, I also know that their situation can only be silent and a word not at all. Because this time I'm upset, let me know what to do.
So-called: "Love to the depths of man himself drunk!" I can not control myself not to think, I can not quiet, I could not let his self-confidence, I can not quiet sleep ...... I also clearly understand the situation and I was never so humble himself down, for the love and the never lost confidence, never for love and the feelings mess, never to love and to herself to look so stupid ...... never had this happen. But this time the situation has become a slave to handle the situation was being controlled situation, and I was just speechless, who told me to fall into the trap of love it!
The situation rationally before arrival will be timid, afraid to hide under the covers without a trace after the former afraid, really Jiaoren incredible, hard to imagine it! Hey, I love the stupid, for love, awkwardly, for love rather than self-confidence, for the love I have to change the original, I really do not know how to appear good in the end.v-checker|obd2|obd ii|MVCI interface|MVCI TIS|MVCI HDS|M35080 I only know: Should thousand, million, should not, that is, love should not set foot on the road, should not be under the control of the situation, when the situation should not be a slave, should not be for love and hurt, I should not ...... both felt to be a zombie, a knot joke, an incredible fool.
Why is love so I have hope, but also disappointed that I have it! I love love or hate, I love all the emotion, how should we do! I think I'm really mad now! So-called: "Love the man is mad, unrequited love is a madman who's crazy." I can be crazy you, I do not know, only the silent now! Love everything that is right or wrong, true or false, good or evil, I can not identify, can not understand, everything just revel with the situation with nothing more days, I can not, just depressed.
All for love and restless, for the love and loss of appetite, insomnia, for love and become like a waste. I really do not know whether the situation will allow me back in time, so I do not have any hope of love again, and then any illusion of love, of love and then have any expectations. At this moment, I love to become incredible. Love love straight honest truth, I do not dare to luxury. I just hope I can return to the original me, but I know deep inside is impossible, but it also re-delusion. A lot of things can never be returned to place, never could get out of that circle. I can only plead hurt me too, but I do not know how to wound healing, which should make their own out into the circle.
Boyfriend ugly, I want to break up
Boyfriend ugly, I want to break up
Boyfriend loves me. Years, he has not had me a fierce, what I want, as long as he has the ability to buy. I know I look ugly (now much better than the original, it is estimated there is a reason for confidence), but her boyfriend's eyes, I'm the best. Whether I hit him call him, he thought I was cute. He also super-generous, will comfort, as long as the things I told him happy, he will be amused me very happy. Crossing the street, he would hold my hand tightly, the car from the right, he went to the right; the road crossed the half when he went to the left, because the car came from the left. He was very loyalty, principles, character anyway, no problem.
I think I loved him very much. I was nervous of his safety, but also very worried about his health, bad mood, I see him sad. Think we will sit together on the balcony reading, the sun, I am very happy; think we're old, and go and walk the field, and I am very happy; work together well thought of watching TV, do the laundry rice or something, I feel very happy.
However, I now have two confused:
First, he looks ugly. Because I am also quite ugly, I really hope to find people who are not so ugly. Maybe I'm selfish, but I really do not want to admit he is my boyfriend. Once a few friends when I face that he was ugly, I'm really sad, and very low self-esteem. Now, unless that person very familiar with, I do not admit that I have a boyfriend. And I do not want and never what he was shopping, attend a class reunion, I would not take him, and that no face. If I was with him, certainly children born ugly, looking sad. But with him, I am not looking for someone else, there have been several people chasing me, but I refused because I thought I loved him.
Second, he was very poor. I think I am not very physical, I can accept living without a house without a car, as long as two people love each other. However, I do not want a boyfriend poor too far. Worked for several years, he also by external debt, and often no money to eat. In addition, his family was too poor, guaranteeing the kind of household. There is a younger brother, about to graduate from college. I wonder if there is a baby after getting married, I am afraid he did not even no money for rent. He was very hard, (to see him stay up all night working, I felt very sad), but because of the reasons the industry is estimated to not make big money, I think his parents all of them are big, if there is any accident, how to do. And the elders said, not a family, economic pressure is relatively small, since under the old and young, different.
These two factors together, I really want to break up, especially the first one. Maybe I really ought to despise themselves, their not pretty, so how to find a handsome, and I do not think anyone would love me like him. These years, I have been using this reason to encourage himself and his lead, but my heart has not resigned, why can not I find one I wholeheartedly love ah. But he really love me, the kind of look at my eyes, I feel very happy thought. I do not hate him, and even love him, but I just made up is not resolved, and his lead. Every few months, this idea of breaking up should be coming out, then I suppress the back. Now my age is not small, is the time to make a decision. Hey, I hate myself.
Even without the end I still love you
Even without the end I still love you
I want to forget you, can not do ... ...
In fact, you have no alternative is not perfect,
You do not know my mind will always be
I do not know why because of a small
Can be happy all day
I do not know why because the word
And sad for many days
I do not understand the willful
I hate come from?
Why do I always have so much temper
Always so preoccupied with
Always so naive
In fact, all in all
Love you just because
All your heart
You can live in a world without me
I can only live in a sky only you
Who moved my first love
Who I am in love with a man does not love me
So where in this game
I am destined to be the loser
But I just love you so hopeless,
Even if you do not mind my location
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If this loser can always love, and
I am willing to be a loser
This has always been love, and even if you do not end, I still love you ... ...
Until disheartened ... ...
Waiting for you, I do not regret
Waiting for you, I do not regret
The wind stopped, the clouds stopped, your heart was cute, but you can not stop, because I put all my love, all without reservation to stay in your side, never retrieved the and could not justify to the ...
How many times, I always ask myself, why should I love you so? Why do I love you asking for anything else? Even if you gave me is hurt, and I love you so hard, know what you really left me at the moment, I understand, the original, you have only my original, I can not do without you. But now, I really do not have you, I'm still alive, do not leave, can only just to be alive Bale. You leave, the sky is not blue ...
Yuanyuan, do you know when I learned all of this moment, my time stand still, sad voice of Montreal, then in my ears ...
Yuanyuan, you know you left the night, I sleep at night, but emaciated helpless tears in my eyes between flood ...
Yuanyuan, you know you left me a dark sky, I endured the pain of piercing, the call over and over again until the choking breath, filling my throat ...
Love, hurt, pain.
In this way, you're gone, and with so far-fetched reasons, forced to go. It turned out that my birthday has become a memorial day of our love, original, and I eventually bury our love ... I will remember this day, remember my birthday,Car Ornaments|Auto Locksmith Tools|LAUNCH X-431|D-CAN Interface|inpa k+can|xprog-m|upa usb|Alarms and Security my birthday, from no longer exists, never cease to exist.
Yuanyuan, I do not know your mind, how many of our fragments persist, I hope it can be transformed into a beautiful, with you forever. Had read the language, see who's photo, sad already eyeful, with a constant temperature, across time, fell to the ground, and finally disappeared in flat light ...
Late at night, the stars are sleeping, leaving only me alone, for you can not sleep. Sleep, Yuanyuan, I will quietly pray, I wish you good night.
Also, perhaps, only be so dull before sinking my broken heart, get frozen room to love you, frozen in my heart, treasured collections together, and then struggling in the place where I hurt severely get up, put up a painful smile. I do not want to be seen, I find any at this time.
Pick up a piece of the Canmeng, hides in my arms, because that above, filled with your smile, I do not have the heart, no matter discarded. Even if only a moment's time, I will remember the love once, though perhaps only as a souvenir, but I am also peace of mind.
With a final conviction, with the final nostalgia, I catch up with time, looking forward to the day we meet again, meet in a quiet garden, meet in the busy street. There can be more looking forward to that day, we fell in love again, if there really are so one day I will cherish even more than before, and you agree, no longer isolated.
Yuanyuan, whether you agree or not, I will wait for you, from the day you left me, not leave, do not give up.
Yuanyuan,Bmw GT1|diagnostic tool|auto diagnostic tools|Programmer and Chips |Auto Testing Tools|Transponder Key|Tire Pressure Monitoring System|Original ICC IMMO Calculator| whether you answer do not agree, I will still wait for you to be happy in your day, I will choose to leave, silently bless you, happy for you ...
Waiting for you, I do not regret my only regret is not perfect;
Waiting for you, I do not regret, I can not be your only regret only;
Waiting for you, I do not regret, just regret I was not able to be with you.
Yuanyuan, do not cry, do not say I'm sorry, you do, I will be more sad, but please do not forget, I still love you, still have not left you ...
Waiting for you, not asking for anything for you, than I just hope you can happy.
The tears flow for you, I do not regret it, you can only hope that one day, intended to turn Xin back, let me shed tears of happiness.
Yuanyuan, waiting for you, I do not regret ...
Walk in the vast sea of faces
Now walk in the vast sea of faces, the original own loneliness and helplessness is the princess would not join with others! Have to keep a smile on your face every day next to everything! With such a hypocritical mask he really tired! Tired and wanted to give up everything, and everything do not want to lie there quietly, so really is a relief! I heard another world no trouble and no pain! Along the way, that they have plenty of scars! In my world of happiness never find the words, and realize that they forget them in the past with her time of happiness, and in my back now, when this unhappy not remember them to bring! Not a happy and well-being, life is so painful the original! When your back is not to find them again when all has become their most painful thing, every time its a good cry will be so sad! Joy and happiness into memory, its no longer what the world should be happy! Like to see other people happy, he really envied! When really want to own as they can, do not over-happy every day! Without her world, but only by himself walking the familiar streets, seeing people coming and going, why he was so lonely, accidentally fell into the memories of his pit it in, falling to their full scars! Many times to be able to pull his hand out to her hand, could each result is disappointing and sad! Very often, I would say to yourself must be strong, but the wounded heart is so fragile too vulnerable, to sadness and tears finally overwhelmed her! Really missing home, they say home is a haven for life. But I was very afraid to go home, I do not want to take this sorrow to the families, I do not want a home with a forced smile but also a mask! This is really tired! Good to see I am afraid of this family look tired! She was gone, left me an endless thoughts and memories, why not escape the thoughts of parting is always torture, suffering torture always become obvious to tears! With her, we do not know how there are so many things to say, seems to be down due to previous life, there is always lots to talk about the topic! Hand in hand, walking in the street, at the moment I feel the happiest person in the world has, however, braved the cold wind did not feel the cold! One day when she saw me crying, weeping bitterly! I asked her why she had refused to delay the opening, and finally she said; she did not want to be with me. For many reasons! "I held her and said to her:" I will not leave you, because I love you, Did not you say as long as I am around you you will be very happy very happy! If one day I leave you, that I'm dead! "Saw her as I really feel bad, we promise not allowed to leave whenever anyone who is! Love a person may have no reason, I only know that her smile could make me happy life, her cry make me sad I, however, the pain of her leaving would make me a lifetime! I love her I love her whole life, loved her would give her a happy future to pay for the love of his whole-hearted , as long as she can happy! When I gave my love to all, although everything. all the work should be undertaken my own, but do well hard, so long as thought is the love people feel for their own value! I would like to her The mother promised, I will work hard to give your daughter a future, please do not put us together, I will be loving her, let her get hurt! did not expect the outcome we are breaking up!! She said: I do not want tired! as we leave on good! that moment I do not know how, and my heart is broken! heart is crying! heart really good pain. good pain! so sad! so sad! Now I do not know how, and Everything felt tired! days without her I could not find what happiness, when she previously had no matter how hard I feel very happy, and now live a good life seems empty and meaningless! Many of the dinner, I do not know why sad, his mouth always sad tears, I really good cry! see a friend living in their own side, they have to accompany his girlfriend, always able to see They smile, really good envy. why they feel their inferiority and sad! But the wounds of the hearts of them will be mentioned again and again, I can only disguise the tears in my eyes smile to the face! I promised I will love her life, I did it! I've promised myself to give her a future, and I did it! to her how much I paid to her how much I had tears streaming, as well as how deep I love her, no one knows it all! only I most needed her, she is gone! away all my happiness, everything! only one I wound and a painful life can not be achieved always promise! I do not know the fate to be so the helplessness and cruelty, give me a good start, why not give me a good ending, I just want to use my life to take care of her love life, living a life of ordinary people, Enenaiai until old! may fate at the end of a farewell! I do not know why she should give up and say that you had no one who allowed me to leave!! But I do not know why she is my love for her is an injury, is not there is a fate destined was to no result; there is a love destined to be called hurt! when two people fall in love, and love very deeply! to that love, really put their all, each have to fear losing each other! if One day a man said to give up the rest of that person does not know would have the courage to face all this, when he insisted on going down it may just die, so it may be a relief! I know I'm always will not be happy, and do not the mood, even the words seem to have no feelings, others say I: change a lot, lot, how are all very quiet, and it does not seem worthy of your heart happy things a! heart is dead, what else should be happy I do?! I knew that I was also slowly degenerate, every day I want to use the Internet to anesthesia myself! I really want to stand up from the new But've already done! I can only stand and the saw itself to the settlement, but could do nothing! I am really tired and wanted to give up even their own! I do not know when to become so in the filial, and if I go a! their families how to do, how can I leave them no matter what?? I Haohen own! hate yourself why so of no use, why get out of the shadow of that sad! Why is my heart I think of her!!! I prefer to tears! do not regret it! just heartbreaking end of the day or want to! Can anyone tell me how to do! really tired tired! well hard!
Slowly falling out of love
Slowly falling out of love
Girls and boys by an acquaintance introduced physiognomy, the boy on the girl's appearance, manners are very satisfied with the girl on the boy's calm, conservation is also appreciated. So the two began a formal exchange.
As the boys work in the field, just a few days they would separate. Fortunately, convenient communications, so the two began a telephone teaser. Girls and boys to call almost every day, each girl's home from work is always fast, sat phone waiting for a sweet honey sweet side. In this way, the boy is more like the pure and good girls, girls, boys feel more solid, reliable and immersed in the sweet love, every day looking forward to meet as soon as possible.
In the girls look, the boy returned.
Boys love to look at with eyes of emotion girl. Girls are always shy heads bowed. One day, the boy finally a hand to pull the hand girl, the girl instinctively reserved as electric shock-like shrink back. In fact, although the girl is older but still love the girl, coupled with the conservative ideology in this respect,Car Ornaments|Auto Locksmith Tools|LAUNCH X-431|D-CAN Interface|inpa k+can|xprog-m|upa usb|Alarms and Security it was always closed as impregnable as their own. Although the share of the hearts of eager enthusiasm, the surface and never let the boy have affection for their move. Boys to respect girls, still like to use it at her soulful eyes, and feeling that no matter what the future will not abandon her. Girls in this discourse in sunlight touched and happy with.
Well the girls liked the same mind as haughty princess, sometimes before the Dances of love boy temper. For example, for a number of small Jue Qizui ignore Palestinian people everywhere to speak with the boys sing a different tune, to make a rude look. In fact, the hearts of girls and boys are to understand, she knew, the boy from the rural areas out of the economy is not well-off life and work everything depends on your own is not easy. So, with two boys, she never willing to squandering a penny, and often thought: no matter how the future will definitely have to do a good wife, a wife, mother, good daughter and honor their parents.
However, girls in love or some petty. Although girls are still more in the enjoyment of the loved, but still feel the boy is too thick heart, not caring who never know that people greetings. Even to arouse the attention of boys, girls, boys made to break up. In fact, although not truthfulness table of girls, hearts has also been touched by the boy's sentence, she always convinced that the boy will not leave their own.
Sure enough the boy did not renege. He said before the girl done good things and recognize their own lack of time to girls to let him correct. Girl is naturally happy to remain a cold-like surface. Love girls liked high above. The request of the boy again and again failed to get girls to forgive the situation, sadly and silently away. In fact, girls in boy's request in the heart again and again as long soft spring, and know that they do have gone too far, after all, only a small boy who shortcomings, this is also just want to feel more deeply cares about the extent of the boy. Look forward to the boy in the hearts of girls came to her again, even if only a phone call, will be to take the initiative to pull himself on his hands and slowly opened to him that in fact has been very warm his heart.
However, two weeks later, the hearts of banking on girls, boys been heard from since. Girls mind blowing Lost: he is angry, or sick, or what had happened? Stubborn and shy girl finally called the boy's phone. It answered the phone boy, the girl burst of joy. But that was a familiar sound vague at this time was a bit strange people, and not waiting for the girls finish the phone disconnected. Girls did not make too much of it to make a phone immediately. End of the line came the soft voice of a woman, she said she was the boy's girlfriend. Girls once to shock, to stay at a loss where the girls eyes, nothing like invisible, and want to cry but how are Kubu Chu, but heartache was unbearable.
Girls think this is not true, they call about the boy out. Boy out, the girl was moved to a bad addition to blaming themselves, the other could not say anything. But the boy seemed very calm, he said he had been feeling like she does not point to his feelings, which makes him very sad. The girlfriend said he was very good, Bmw GT1|diagnostic tool|auto diagnostic tools|Programmer and Chips |Auto Testing Tools|Transponder Key|Tire Pressure Monitoring System|Original ICC IMMO Calculator very much, he, he did not want to hurt her. A few simple and unsympathetic, if they take it lightly, then disappeared after the girl was going to be tears blurred line of sight. Good girls suddenly find themselves ridiculous, well the poor.
How she could not understand how could the boy as unsympathetic, even in such a short period of time to take another girl and go to the extent irreversible. Master all the words he had said was a lie, or really love their way too passive and let him down? Can really care about the share of their feelings, why did he just do not understand his own heart? I kept thinking, girls who feel like all wrong, and everyone seems right.
One thing let her know: long-lasting love, really unlimited communication between both sides.
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